Post by Uchiha, Asumi on Feb 24, 2014 6:30:11 GMT
Asumi would sigh softly not too far outside of the village. Just shortly after her incident with akiko and kaede her mind rather stressed as she ran off..making her way down the mountain..figuring at least someone was following..or maybe she was hoping that there was. Panting softly running downhill wasn't her favorite activity..but it was easier than going back up...Eventually she figured she would evade the rest of the clan. Those that followed that is..and make her way to her old home..something which had been broken down from years of abandonment. Tears swelling up as she shook them off..she hated people..why people tried to talk to her she didn't understand..it wasn't something she wanted..why people tried to understand her and spit it back in her face..she was lost at..all because of how she was raised being the only difference between her and the privileged uchiha. While she might have been only a few years younger than the clan leader..she felt insignificant in the eyes of her as a person..just as she did with kaede..Normally she didn't care what someone thought of her..it tended to relay into her just caring less about humanity..Maybe she was just truly tired of being alone..regardless the truth was she was useless compared to her cousins..she wasn't trained to excel in anything but ninjutsu and that only got her so far in terms of combat..Where as her cousins were known to be good fighters..direct member of the family or not..she was hurt from how weak she really was in conjunction to how lonely her life was..the relationship between kaede and akiko she never could understand..love was a weakness..but why would someone willingly have a weakness so great that it could ruin someone's life..This only enforced the the fact she truly was alone in this world and made it a much harsher reality for her than she would normally care to believe.
The women would sigh as she would loom around what seemed to be left of her of bedroom..items such as clothed..journals...and old training tools she had made out of a single tree in her backyard..out and about laying all over the place. Her fathers grave only a few yards away from the building was a powerful reminder to what she was and the crimes she had commited..and just exactly how bad of a child she was..it was engraved into her since birth..she caused her mothers death..and how dare her have her image..while she had originally orderd for the building to be burnt down so she didn't have to remember what clan she was from...here they were..out..and had been read..this only angered her..she was too weak to destroy a building she had such a high bond too..Sighing softly she would walk around the lower portion of the mountain..and look around a few vendors...simply for something to douse her old items in so she didn't have to waste her own chakra to destroy what she at one point owned and created..she did know that no matter how much she had denied being an uchiha..two members of her family knew..but to her that was two too many.
The women would sigh as she would loom around what seemed to be left of her of bedroom..items such as clothed..journals...and old training tools she had made out of a single tree in her backyard..out and about laying all over the place. Her fathers grave only a few yards away from the building was a powerful reminder to what she was and the crimes she had commited..and just exactly how bad of a child she was..it was engraved into her since birth..she caused her mothers death..and how dare her have her image..while she had originally orderd for the building to be burnt down so she didn't have to remember what clan she was from...here they were..out..and had been read..this only angered her..she was too weak to destroy a building she had such a high bond too..Sighing softly she would walk around the lower portion of the mountain..and look around a few vendors...simply for something to douse her old items in so she didn't have to waste her own chakra to destroy what she at one point owned and created..she did know that no matter how much she had denied being an uchiha..two members of her family knew..but to her that was two too many.